We make friends in life and sometimes we invest so much of ourselves and so deeply in others that we feel we almost have a claim over them. A possession almost. A jealousy. Wanting them for ourselves.
I finally understand the power of our emotions and the bonds that we create. To receive, we must give, but what happens when we feel we've already given our all, but are still waiting for even the smallest sign that they are still there. Ours. For life. Never swayed despite the attractions on the side. The sin of delight. The delight in sin. Or perhaps it is the creations within our minds that hides the truth of no sin indulged in at all. Perhaps it is in imagination alone that we have lived our lives, in our dreams of late, and it was lies that smiled our souls to sleep.
From this point forward, I just don't care..
Or do I?..
I finally understand the power of our emotions and the bonds that we create. To receive, we must give, but what happens when we feel we've already given our all, but are still waiting for even the smallest sign that they are still there. Ours. For life. Never swayed despite the attractions on the side. The sin of delight. The delight in sin. Or perhaps it is the creations within our minds that hides the truth of no sin indulged in at all. Perhaps it is in imagination alone that we have lived our lives, in our dreams of late, and it was lies that smiled our souls to sleep.
From this point forward, I just don't care..
Or do I?..
1 comment:
Don't give so much of yourself that if you don't get it back in return, you become cold.
Besides, you do have a superior being you do your goodness for.
I fall into the same pit all the time! And the emotions that go along with it, deeply disturbing. Resentment overcomes you...
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