Today I Let it Go...

Everyone has their own fears and their own secret worries. Some of us choose to ignore it and manage to get by in life without anyone ever realising what it is that we hide, whilst the braver of us will try and face it head on and battle it out with their own selves. But mostly, we all need someone to guide us and hold our hands whilst we try to overcome that fear. We start that fight when we feel we must, but only because of that someone whom we hold close to our souls, even if they will never find out what you have fought so hard to achieve or why.

Is there always a logic behind the tremblings of our hearts? Is it something we can dissect and analyse and finally learn to accept? Perhaps. Perhaps not. A feeling of dread may be our only clue as to what it is that we subconsciously lean away from. However, after carefully immersing ourselves in the terrors that we manage to create and learning to find our peace, we may be finally be able to understand the intricate nature of our minds and the frightening associations that we hold. What we can be sure of knowing, is that if we look within ourselves, we can understand the reasons for why we need to triumph, and for who we want our victory.

For me, today happened to be the day I found my own way, with my thoughts of you keeping me content and smiling as each step took me closer to my goal.


I did it for you..

I wonder if you will ever know...